New Brighton, 1978
So easy to find myself
there –
every hill led to the edge
of land.
I’d freewheel without
thinking
grey brown river. It meant
nothing
to me, yet I sought it out
–
it’s brackish solitude and
always
the wind – sometimes a howl
you understand, sometimes a
sob.
All the wrong way around. I
was
too young for such
nostalgia
but Seasons in the Sun
stirred up my teething
soul.
Those were the days
of blue anorak, battered,
big glasses, briny,
bad hair tattered flags.
The prom was then, as now,
unlovely and all at right
angles –
an expanse of pavement,
lampposts,
railings, concrete wall,
and then
the pirate fingertips of
Irish Sea
hypnotizing, enticing me
to that churning horizon.
And going home seemed
further
than the journey out had
been.
So easy to find myself
there,
then turning, realizing the
wind
had been behind and
pushing.
Head down, salted, gripping
handlebars,
fighting back weather and
inclination,
thirteen and against
everything.
© Clare Kirwan
From
‘Sculpted’ anthology of North West Poets to be launched in April
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